Tag: miscarriage
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William’s Dad.
Can’t Help Falling in Love by Elvis, sang by Haley Reinhart It’s impossible to talk about William further without talking about his dad, Alex. So, buckle up- there’s gonna be a lot of sap and a lot of love in this one. I looked at Kara, while my heart was pretty close to breaking through…
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Some Things Can’t Be Fixed.
I’ll Be by Reba McEntire I’ve said it a few times in these blog posts, but becoming and being William’s mom is the most incredible thing that’s ever happened to me. This past week, I’ve given myself permission to imagine what it would be like if he would’ve been born healthy. I’ve not only imagined…
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You Can Do Anything.
Angel By The Wings by Sia Last week I shared that I had experienced about a month long deep depressive episode after having a miscarriage and this week, I want to dive a little bit further into that. I know I don’t usually put any disclaimers or trigger warnings on these posts because they are…
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Quiet, Gentle Hope.
What Was I Made For? by Billie Eilish It’s pretty ironic that I’ve started re-writing this piece several times now because I don’t know how to share with you how I’m feeling. I think the main reason is I don’t want to share this experience any further some days. It’s painful and exhausting, not to…
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An Open Letter to You, Reader.
The Winner Takes it All by ABBA, sung by November Ultra Dearest Reader, This is a letter to you; to each of you who love William, Alex and me. A little different this week and I think by the end of this, you’ll understand why. I do want to give fair warning to you because…
Stephany Luithly 